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I just finished my last night of Living Well. What a freaking journey! I have spent the last 3 years in a 12 step christian recovery program geared toward emotional healing. I have learned so much about myself and others. I have learned that its ok to have boundaries in self care and to actually [...]
I am nearing the end of a program called Living Well that I have been involved with for the last 3 years. It has been an awesome eye opening experience. I can’t even begin to describe the things I have learned about myself as in the way I act, my personality, my emotional healing process, [...]
I was in a group last night talking about prophesy, about the prophetic still being alive and in the works today. I must say that there has been a lot of things said to me in the prophetic sense that I have been very sketchy about. I do believe that the Lord can use someone [...]
Its amazing me to me much I can let fear of failure paralyze me. I thought that I had worked through this fear, and for the most part I have. I have spent the last 3 years really examining my life and the reasons why I do the things I do. Upon starting back [...]
Its funny to me how I assume that God is not speaking to me. I feel as though I lead a one sided conversation with Him. I talk and talk, never to hear a reply form the Lord. I must first say that I have had encounters with the living God where He has spoken quite clearly [...]
have you ever wondered what it means to “work out” your salvation. i have struggled with this thought more than once.i once thought it meant to do good deeds so to obtain salvation. then moving on i thought it meant to believe in christ and then do the things of the lord.i now know [...]
As 2007 comes to a close, I think about what I have done this year. There are many things I could say. This year has been a year of growth for me. I have had my faith tested in many different ways. I feel that this year Christ was, for lack of a better word, testing [...]
I got home last night from Fusion, which is a youth retreat with several local youth groups. It was an amazing time with girls and the Lord. I stayed in a cabin with 12 9th grade girls and another leader. It was tiring, but well worth the the time because the Lord really moved in [...]
Love..love is not something to be taken lightly. It can cost you more than you are willing to give or more than you realize you have given. It can be blind…blind to the fact of what price you may have to pay. I have recently realized that I paid entirely too much and got not [...]
November 12, 2007
cmartin
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The last few weeks, I have been having some really crazy dreams. Some of the dreams are funny, some strange, some really scary, and some very realistic. Let me tell you about this retarded one I had last night. I am in a recovery program called Living Well. It deals with my past, the root [...]
October 29, 2007
cmartin
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